Best Friend's Sister

The first time I hooked up with my best friend’s sister—it was an accident.The second time—I was just asking to be castrated.The third time…He walked in on us.In my defense,I had no idea who she was the night she grabbed my hand in the bar and led me out to my truck.I’m the type of guy that always does right by a woman, but damn did I screw up.A few beers too many,A career in the military surrounded by hot sweaty men and a tempting, young hottie that bent herself over my hood?Yeah…I didn’t stand a chance.I close my eyes and the only thing I see is her.I can hear my name tumbling from her full, parted lips.I smell her on my pillow and on my sheets.I feel her warmth.I can still taste her.I’m fighting an endless battle, one I know I’m destined to lose.So I give in.But I’m lying to myself...and her.Truthfully, I don’t know what she deserves but it isn’t me.I don’t have a clue where my life is going or where I’ll end up.She wants forever.I can’t even promise tomorrow.Even though I know it’s my fault, I can’t help but blame everyone else.Her brother for keeping us apart and making us sneak around.Her for being so irresistible.Me, for letting myself get so wrapped up in her.So before I completely destroy everything, I have to walk away.How do you grieve the loss of something you never had, of something that was never yours?Read as part of this series or as a stand-alone book.