Finding My Reason

Hudson It was only supposed to be a one night stand at a wedding.  I was supposed to have fun and move on.  But she infused my life with light and laughter.  Now I can’t breathe at the thought of her ever being out of my life.  Being apart from her suffocates me. We agreed to stay together, until we didn’t make each other happy. I wasn’t afraid of and, I was afraid of but. But what if I’m not enough for her to stay? Jade I met this guy I really wanted to kiss. I thought he was going to be just a crush who became my dream boy.  A perfect, delusional dream I would keep in my heart until I had my life in order.  He made me feel like I could take over the world. I wasn’t supposed to fall in love. We agreed to stay together, until one of us wanted something different.  I wasn’t scared of but, I was scared of and. And what if he leaves? And our fairy tale came to an end.  But did it have to end or can we find a reason to stay?